Yesterday was a bad day. I did nothing productive, and things got a little tense between me and mr. O again. Worst of all, i got into a fight with my sister over something really trivial, which spiralled into a disturbing discussion about my character. So i faced my worst fear: the fact that im a twisted, cynical, emotionally stunted human being.

Umm, and the thing is, i don't even know what to do about it.