I feel lonely.
Strung between the wants to remain my single independent self and the needs to be part of a couple.
Despite my rationalization for the opposite -the voice saying that I shouldn't feel this way, I have people who love me deeply, unconditionally.
I'm struck by how autonomously I still operate despite an almost-two-year long relationship. There is a struggle between my uncompromising selfish core and my desire to trust and rely on others.
Fencing out my loved ones is both tiring and futile. Maybe I keep doing so because I wanted to be unique and weird, or to feel strong, but eventually I ended up mediocre like everyone else.
A mediocre weirdo.
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“What a delightful thing is the conversation of specialists! One understands absolutely nothing and it's charming.” - Edgar Degas, impressionistic painter.
"The brain is a wonderful organ. It starts working the moment you get up in the morning and does not stop until
you get into the office." - Robert Frost, poet.
"The brain is a wonderful organ. It starts working the moment you get up in the morning and does not stop until
you get into the office." - Robert Frost, poet.
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