Monday, October 29, 2007

My chance

I have a one twenty-minute shot tomorrow. Just one chance... while too much money and pride is at stake.

I don't like this immobilizing fear. It makes me sleepy and unproductive.

I've got to stop trying to fill someone else's shoes. If i'm a loser and i'm gonna end up unsuccessful and poor and miserable, so be it. Facing my worst fears is much better than pretending they don't exist. Sometimes i think accepting my loserish-ness and getting on with it can even make me feel good.

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