Monday, October 1, 2007

Relationships

Like xs, i'm also easily affected by relationships. No not the romantic relationship that the term immediately conveys, all the other kinds of relationships that may be even more complicated, more difficult to remedy, and give me more headache.

[big sigh]

I wish all the relationships in the world can be so simple and straightforward, that love and hate don't mingle, that people could be honest and think on the same frequency. I wish that i could be magnanimous and forgiving, that i would look upon all the dark twisted relationships around me with indifference. I also wish that i don't have to grow up, or to deal with the unkindness, double standards, and all sorts of other crap the 'adults' have come up with. Wishful thinking, isn't it...

That said, with all the bull**** in this twisty world, i still have a few simple (so utterly simple and pure) relationships to fall upon. And for that i am thankful, for that i still have a roof above my head and plenty of reasons to wake up in the morning.

2 comments:

AidanWu said...

the family is the only constant in one's life. =)

the rest of the world flows by..

Hokey said...

i can't leave anon comments, and i still can't write on your tagboard. is it my mac? maybe i'm really that tech unsavvy. hmmz. =/

haiya, anyway, you always manage to say the most heartfelt words i've heard in a while...glad your blog's back =)