This blog has been inactive for a long long time, simply bcos i myself have not been using my brain much. Well not all of my brain, bcos i could still carry out labwork and dance and other activities. But the domain responsible for critical thinking (read, whining on blogs) was dead all this time. It seems like in order to concentrate on performing everyday chores efficiently, destructive thinking has got to be switched off.
Ive had an eventful month. Especially in the workplace.
Okie so what about the workplace? Well, i kinda started off on the wrong foot last yr, and have been trying to make up for that slowly and painfully. Recently a young attachment student joined the lab (the clueless guy i mentioned previously) and pissed off everyone royally. With his bad grooming behavior (no bathing and loud chewing), his prada shirt and leather shoes, and his spilling EtBr waste, no wonder he became the outcast. The "bad guy" title went to him without a doubt. So when i became a victim of his passive aggression and stalking, i immediately rose to the lab's throne of united sympathy. Aha!
That didn't smooth everything out of course. Me and mr O still had rough patches. It's already difficult to please someone bitter and sarcastic, and i didn't bother trying. I hated it even more when he tried to be nice to me. I found it such an unnecessary and counter-productive effort. His nice-ness to me seemed nothing more than a ploy to whip me to work hard. I believe one day i'll find it in my heart to realise his kindness, to which i've been blinded by my conceived ideas; but that day is not today.
Anyhow, alas, it has come to an end! My one year slaving away in the lab! Think of all those times i was stuck with the facs machine till 11 at night, wanting to bang my head against the wall. Those time i sat at my desk bored to tears, dying to get out. I'm so glad a chapter of my life that's so dark and depressing has closed now.
Monday, July 28, 2008
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