Student forever

So here i am studying again. Fortunately, unlike memorising thousands of oscure words, reading bio texts is actually not that boring. In fact, i find ecology and evolution quite fascinating. It was a pity they never went into great details about these topics in school.

Although i don't like to study, i have to admit it's probably what i do best. When in school, i had constant guidance, gratification, and holidays to look forward to. On the other hand, my work is stagnant, and judging from the way i've been trying to fit in here, i'm guessing my EQ is average at best. I wish i could be in school forever. Then I would always learn new things, you know, stuff like anthropology, design, quantum physics, astronomy... things i always wanted to learn but never had the chance.

I know that lab work can be interesting, sometimes it even gives me the temporary high. But how come i'm still so bad at it?

I remember reading somewhere the quotation "Publish or perish!". How horrifying but true.

And with that note im gonna scuttle back to the lab and give my cells a quick shake.